I'm Siew Leng.C ,19 years of age. 20th December is my BIGday! currently studying in KBU @ Interior & Architecture Design. Love to hang out with my friends and P6.

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Was soooo hype when I get to know that I'm joining CHARM Cheerleading Championships with my friends and what makes me even happier is that I will have my friends coming to support me at the event!
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I start telling my college friends that I'll be participating in a championship and they promised to come to see me perform AT FIRST. I thought members of P6 will be coming and support with pom poms,
* according to what Vin Sze and the gang said ... * . . .
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But nahhh, it won't happen anymore.
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Because Julius is going to Ipoh for his cousin wedding dinner, Leon have to go for prayer, Leonard is back to Miri, and It's really hard for Vin Sze and Xin Yi to come 1u during weekends. Plus, Nicol said she's not sure if she can make it or not.
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My heart sunk straight away.All my close ones couldn't make it.
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You guys will never know how I wish to see you guys at my first championship after nag and nag at you guys about cheerleading for almost a year...
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I hope It's a lie and all of you will pop up and say " Surprise! Siew Leng... " on that day. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Dream on Siew Leng.
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I used to have deep thoughts when I'm alone or when I'm too free.

I always compare myself with others. As in, why I don't have this and such. Most of the time, I became moodless after all these.

Thought I'm suppose to be unhappy when she talked to me just now, but I was like, "Ohhh..." only.


Mad, but couldn't react better.
get what I mean? -___-

Sucks!

Seriously don't get it why am I putting myself in such situation!
:'(

Damn it.

Babes, I need pillow talk between us! :(

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Life's stilll very hectic because I'm still in the deadlines.
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Suppose to hand in our Moral essay last wednesday to lessen the deadlines we had but lecturer postponed it to next week due to some reason.
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So, I'm still stuck with the 3 deadlines! :'(
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Next week is going to be extra hectic because both Malaysian Studies and Moral assignments due next wednesday.

Not forgetting my visual journal that willl due the following monday!
Suppose to do 20 pages in a month but I only have like 7 pages only.
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So emo now. Haihhhhh,wish us luck people! :(
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This is one of the space desgin of mine. It's nothing compared with the one our seniors did. Fuhhhh, I suck.

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I know exactly what you told her backfacing me. You don't want to tell me because you promised something to me on that day but it seems that you changed your plan and you don't know what to do.

It saddens my heart when I heard one by one saying that you guys have things to do or plan on that day.

I know I'm not suppose to take this so seriously because everyone have their freedom to decide what they want to do / where they want to go.


I'm just kinda sad because as far as I know, maybe MAYBE more than half of you guys won't be there on that day OR maybe all of you won't be there.
It hurts.

OR

Maybe,
I should just say I'm not important at all.

Another thing which saddens my heart is,
he broke his promises because he touched cigarette again.

Sorry, I don't mean to be sarcastic. I don't blaim anyone for this because I know someone will be sad if she read this.

:'(

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I was once very very proud of myself because my flincoln will be displayed in college and I thought those who are chosen will be getting an A for it , so i was freaking happy because I'm getting an A atlast! Weeeeeeeeeee*

I even tell yuen li and knowstar about it and I was superbly proud of it.
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But you know what..
I freaking got an B for this because ms Guat ling said it's like unfinished because I didn't paint or spray white eventhough i wrapped with white cardboard.

Ms guat ling was saying, "good job.. good.. excellent.. and we gave you a B for it... "
Then I go speechless and my eyes started to filled with tears..

I freaking don't like B. I can take this no more. Knowstar asked me not to think about it but I seriously can't!
i didn't reply her because she have to sit for exam tmr, so I don't wanna disturb her.

I'm sosososo wanting to get an A for my semester 2 but my dream just varnished like that because I stupidly get B for my project 1 and 2.

I tried sooo bad for a better grade but It's like I wasted my effort?

I can't control my tears. I rushed to the toilet because I don't want anyone to see it but xinyi, isabelle, vin sze and kimmei came in to comfort me. I'm feeling a lil' warm at that time. they cheered me up, thanks.

But I'm still feeling bad now. So wanted to cry whenever I saw this. I rather they don't chose mine to be display since It wasn't as prefecto as you want.

Seriously heartbreaking.
Am VERY dissapointed with myself.

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Yesterday evening was terrible!
We almost got killed !
Ugliness and I nearly become as flat as roti canai!
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We were lining up at the back of those super huge lorry to pump air cause our sterring is super stiff already.
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** we didn't park our car behind that lorry on purpose because there is another lorry infront of the huge lorry waiting for diesel and blocked the pump air section so we had to park behind the dumb lorry.
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There is quite a distance between our SLK and the lorry.
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That dumb driver of the lorry didn't check that there is car behind his lorry and he just reverse his big lorry like no body's business!
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We were really panic and Ugliness kept pressing on the horn but both our horns couldn't function properly and I bet that dumb-ass couldn't hear it.
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We were screaming and shouting in the car because we're terrified!
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We did reverse but that dumb-ass reverse even faster and all I can say is, our SLK a.k.a Kancil XD is just few metres or most probably few cm away from going underneath the lorry.
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Shit you dude!
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Thank god that the Shell worker saw us and quickly ask that dumb-ass fellow to stop.
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We're soooooo close to say Bye bye to the world.
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I was really pissed and I showed the "apalalu " hand sign when I got down from the car.
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And today we got the horn fixed !! Weeeeee*
We change to some BM horn which sounds like a school bus now!
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I bet those who didn't hear us after this is basically deaf okay. XD
I hate you dumb-ass-hole!
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So yeah, Project One has come to the end and the top 10 design has been chosen. I'm kinda dissapointed that my design wasn't choosen.
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I'm Very dissapointed to be exact =(
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At first, my aim is just to hand in all the work on time but as time passed ,
I feel like getting into top 10 but I didn't obviously.
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Heart broken ,try harder next time maybe?
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Nahhhhh.. I'll see.
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Project two started straight away we handed in our project one.
Basically it's all about character design and the icon I got is Abraham Lincoln and the animal which we're suppose to combine with the icon is Flamingo..
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Gahhhhh. what's wrong with me. This is like .. DAMN HARD.
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try to imagine Lincoln with flamingo. Damn it dude.
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Last but not least,
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UR BUTT IS VERY *DOINK DOINK* knowstar!
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p/s: I don't know what I want. I don't know what happen and I'm so pissed suddenly. I'm just angry for no reason!Ommg

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It's a sunny day!
Dad and I left office at about 5.40 pm and we're happily on our way home and then..
When we were at jalan kuching ,
there is this bitch jerk idiot asshole pandi indian woman suddenly cut from the fastlane to our lane.
Ohhh Btw , she's a '' P '' .
We're at the middle lane. Because that blardy bitch suddenly cut into our lane and brake ,
My dad couldn't stop his car from banging at that bitch's car.
Believe it or not..Bitch stopped her car and get down from her car immediately inthe middle of the road and squad down to look at her car. Have you ever seen such a '' brainFUL '' person?
OOiii bitch .. mau mati cepat kah?
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Dad asked her to drive her car by the side of the road to check our cars.
My dad , who drove more than 20 years stopped at the sideeeeeee of the road.
But this Bitch , just simply masukkan her car infront of our car and get down. WHAT?!?
Mau mati lagiiiii cepat kah?
We laughed at her FUNNY-NESS.
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Dad checked his car and he said '' Nevermind lah , tak apa Just a little scratches.. ''
When daddy was about to go off , this bitch is so blardy fierce and said '' Nooo... I want to fix this''.
My this spoilt lahhh ini lahh itu lahh as if my dad drop her bumper.
Just a little scratches at the back and her Myvi sensor at the back kemek-ed and she is doing sound pollution there. Fuck her wehh.
Dad argued with her forawhile and then daddy said nevermind woo..
Brought her to selayang jaya to get back her sensor which costs rm150!
Her fault but she's even fierce than my dad!
Blardy fool.. ur fault but we pay .
Shit you weh .
People.. BEWARE of this new White Myvi ,

She is blardy dangerous .
I don't care if u're a " P " or not..
Just telling you that ur driving skills is even worseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee than a new " P " license driver!Sucker assholer bitch jerk idiot brainFUL and JOKER! Ask me if u want to know the car plat number.. =P
You might think It's our fault but you'll never understand until you see it with your own eyes.

Yooo woman.. read your Undang textbook page 58 No.3 PROPERLY before you drive out and harm others!! You ruined my day!

p/s : Sorry for being rude.
....... It's uncontrolable =P

Loves ,

CreamPuff

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Like I said .. We went 1u for a little shopping yesterday and guess what?!
We spend around 200 bucks on La senza bras!
I bought a bra and two undies. Ehehehehe I'm so into bra nowadays.
We too had Zanmai yesterday to celebrate my not-so-good results.
Ai Leng ka jie's treats. hehehehe=D
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I didn't realise my Chinese was that bad until when Dad and I was listenning to news by MyFm when we're on our way home.
I don't know what's the reporter is talking about at all and I just kept quiet when dad is listenning to it. I blurred the whole section.
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* News reporter reading *
Daddy : Ohhh No..
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Me : ?
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Sighhhh*
Am so useless.
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To all my close ones out there;
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We're not participating in C3 anymore because most of us said its too expensive.
But its true..its way expensive than last year.
Its rm60 this year which is twice expensive than last year I guess..
Why rm60? D a m n i t i h a t e i t h i s!
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I wanted to join since last year and I even cried because my sis dont want to let me participate with them last year. I was sooooo extremely excited when we decided to participate few days ago. I can't wait for our very first practise but its such a nightmare now.
I dont like this feeling. Why treat me like this?
I don't deserve this.

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Love ,
CreamPuff

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I don't really know what's the meaning of friends now.
Friends are suppose to help each other right?
But sometimes I don't think Im a friend for others.
Maybe they feel they will trouble their friends when they tell them their problem and some of them is even worse..
They don't even want to tell people their problem.
They thought we wont know or worry about them but they are soooOOoo WRONG! Infact , it will become worse. right?
Im one of those who think soooooo much when I knew something about my friend's stuffs from other's mouth.

I'd feel so much better if you share with me your problem and not keeping them within urself.
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I've so much to tell but I don't know how to express my words.
Please forgive my dumb-ness.
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Love ,
CreamPuff

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Am really excited for wednesday to come ..
but its all in a mess now
hopefully the plan is still on ,
because I really wants to go since its my holiday.
Im not blaiming anyone as their thoughts are quite true..
My bad for forgetting the date and forget to inform dad .


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Sorry for not updating my blog..
Im really lazy to update since i have nothing to share. HEHEHHEHE!
Went to aunt's hse to accompany our cousin sister to take her PMR results..
She got 8 As.. Like-so-miracle u know..
She said her BM paper 1 only got 21/40 but she still get an A for her BM.
But maybe her BM and English improved right?
anyway..Congrats babe! ily~



That's all.





Loves,
CreamPuff

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