I was wondering ..
who will be planning for me ?
can i bet noyone?
still can call as SWEET ... ?
she has a couple
yet,
me and her half is planning for it.
to let her be the queen of the day
then . . what about mine?
expect me to plan for everything then tell you what do I want ?
then ..it will be meaningless.
I concern for others. .
but,
HAHAHA
??!?!?
I rather there will be no birthday .
those who are having exams next week,
ALL THE BEST ya
=)
negative thinking. . .
AGAIN and AGAIN
so called as ''special'' chiang siew leng
LOL
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16 more days before i can play CRAZILY . .
negk ngek ngek ....
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH !!!!!
ouya,
5 more days to PMR and my final term exams which is SOOOOOO stressful
and
Im kind of sick today.
-_- "'
can't wait to be STRESS-FREE ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
hehehe ^^P
butbutbut...
for now,
study.study.study.
ping ming for the next 16 days first!
to all my dears,
must jia you for me o!
=)
todas is lantern festival .
HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL TO EVERYONE !!
but i didnt get to touch any lantern this year . .
luckily get to taste some mooncake.
haihhhhh @ hahaha
bye ee . .
+ Take Care +
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I wish to have a shoulder for me to lean on,
which belongs to me ONLY.
I dont have it now
but,
I wish i could have one in the future
luckily,for now I have my knowstar.
Im not desperating for it,
just that . .
for a girl
if u r veryvery sad or down . .
& you cant find anyone for u to lean on and express your feelings . .
how sad it could be.
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One
HARD week _
this is a bad week ,
its fulfill with
joys and most of the time ---
SORROW .
cried a few times.
not enough sleep,
BADLY . . . .
after two bad & tiring nights
finally . .
i've past up my addmaths project today!!!
pheww~~
BIG RELEASE ~
but still
exams is coming
in a week time ,
YUPP , as usual . . im scared and stress AGAIN.
haihhhhh
siewleng,
jiayou jiayou
JIAYOU!three more weeks to go
ONLY before i can start all my favourite activities back!!!
hahahahahahaha . . you guys know what i mean rite? YEAAAA.. ^^p
play play and PLAY! and the
BIGGGG one . .
go NEWAY ~ ~ sing until cukup-cukup!yeeeeee . . i miss all the playing moments with all my friends & buddies!
and i will definetely be the
ORIGINAL siewleng that used to be after the exams.
EHEHEHEHEH!!!!
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miiiiiiiiiiiii
im lazy to study LA .
so so much to study..
i dont know why everyone afters knowing my exams is at 1st of oct,
everyone was like "chehhhh..long way to go"
but it seems SOOOOOOO near to me.
like not enough time to study.
stupid sejarah!
got essay WOO..
haihhhhhh
miiiiiii..
give me some chloroform to faint can arr??
Labels: Siew Leng
I didnt study for this two day!
I wasted alot of my precious time . .
feel like killing myself coz i always overslept!
always didnt get up at the specific time that i've set in my handphones
DAMN you Chiang Siew Leng.
yday night thought of wake up and studying EARLY in the morning.
but,MAYBE coz i have drank some red wine,
even my alarm rang,
i didnt wake up.LOL
i got that weak or not o?
drink half of the cup only what!
maybe is my damn handphone's alarm didnt ring at all also!
my handphone is driving me crazy nowadays!!!
mummy..i want a new handphone..
=(
exams is next two weeks,
together with PMR..
im nervous,
veRY VERY nervous.
must study study and STUDY
PMR will be finish in a week.
but,
for us..it takes TWO WEEKS.
haihhhhhhhhhhh
im missing sing k badly..
-_-
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Im L-O-S-T
although nothing happen today ,
but im still not SO happy or high .
although i looks ok but ,
no one will ever see my internal pain that im having in my heart . .
there is always a WEIRD and pain feelings in my heart ,
feel like there is still something in my heart that annoyed me .
i want this to end!
i want this feelings to go away!
SHOO~
shoo~
sHoo~
i wants to be high!
i dont want to think so so excessively much . .
im still wondering ,
am i still one of the BFF ?
hahh..only god knows.
please do tell me.
although they are like . . .
but i feel there is still something LOL
obviously ,
we are not as close as last time.
i still havent get used to my life without you in the class .
i know half of the year is already gone ,
but still im like that.
GOSH! i dont wants to be like Dr.jekyll and Mr.Hyde
two characters in one body .
i know im very very very yang paling ter-silly . .
but well,
thats why im soOOooo "SPECIAL"
T____________T
i told you before,
friendship can really drive me crazy.
yeaa.u can see that now.
Dr.jekyll & Mr.Hyde is here.
happy and sorrow at the same time.
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Today,
#1
JOJO realise the book was missing.
she suspect im the who who took it back without her knowing after she rampas it in the class.
although im the one who did it,
i didnt admit LOL
btw,
the book was with SM when she caught us doing our homework in her lessons.
but,HEYY!!HELLO! thats my book,but its WITH SM . .
my book is guilty de LO!
im not the who using it what!
D-A-M-N
#2
all the students just attended the last house meeting for this year today. .
well..amanda just naik pangkat to be the house captain, WOWW!
she is kind of nervous just now.
BUt..the house meeting was awesome lead by her!
YEAA.everything is under her control now
HAHAHA!
damn bersemangat wehhhh ~ ~
OHH..we have to wait till next year for the next house meeting T_T
#3
OUYA!
my new LCD 42inches tv will be arriving at 530pm TODAY!
okayyy.im HIGH
finally,we need not to suffer our eyes anymore.
because recently the
white colour of the tv changed
to pink .
the tv is already 10 years old.so,its worth it to change a new one..
AHAHAHAHAHA!!
im still looking forward to change the computer monitor.
same case but different colour changed..
the
blue colour of the screen has changed
to green.
so,if the colour of the font is not the real colour that i wrote,
u know what is happenning . .
hahaha..funny rite?
OUYA!we will be changing our old sofa soon too!
happy happy..
pity daddy's pocket,but he is the one which HIGH the most..
so..NO WORRIES ~
^^ happy sunny day.
today,
my mood was okok LO .
=)
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Well..
YESS! i am going for a camp in Nov with all my dear friends!
i am VERy high . .
looking forward to Nov!
^^
these few days . .
my negative mind think excessively AGAIN. .
im worrying about my friendships again and AGAIN
i love them very very muchhh!
no matter what they did,well..
have to tolerate.
as what esther said to mc,
as long as they are ur best friends,
we have to ti liang them . .
(something like this i guess..almost the same meaning.=P )nicol and yuen li,
i really love you guys so so muchh!
i will cry to death if i lose both of you.
please ti liang me if i did anything which make both of you unhappy..
my stubborn-ness or anything..
Dear Nicol,
i know i did alot of things which irritates you,please forgive me ok?
u r my best best buddies forever!
Dear Yuen Li,
thanks for always taking care of me.
love you too!
i.l.o.v.e.b.o.t.h.o.f.y.o.u
To all the bakchis and friends!
to all those which i knew!
sorry a..i know im always annoying and will make u guys bu shuang .
forgive siewleng okay?
anything that all my dears did for me,it will definetely meltz my heart..
our friendships will stay strong forever ~ ~!!
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Today,
honeyyy was saying that I cares alot of my friends
but I think..this should be say as stupidity BA?
misundstanding occur again and I cried again.Im scared..REALLY.
i became very 胆 小 鬼 ,dan xiao gui.
im a 胆 小 鬼 胆 小 鬼 胆 小 鬼 胆 小 鬼 胆 小 鬼 ~ ~
no matter what you guys says,
what you guys did,
it will definetely touches my heart or break my heart.
coz its fragile.
blogging can release me feelings..
coz it do not have "mouth" to spread your stuff.
no one will know anything..
for me,
i rather,
keep everything for myself as long as they are happy..
im ok with it.
P.S : 我 是 爱 哭 鬼 也 是 个 胆 小 鬼.
我 是 个 没 用 的 傻 瓜,i ADMIT.
Labels: Siew Leng
ewwwwwwwwwww
i cant stand myself,
im STILL surfing the net now
and yet,
i havent study
LOL
i hope my computer will get virus.
no need to online,
ENOUGH said
Labels: Siew Leng
HAIHHHH
our final term exams is link together with the PMR.
means left
20 days only.
so much books to read,
so much need to know..
esspecially
" BELOVED SEJARAH"
how to squeeze evrything into my tiny useless brain?
haihhhhh..im getting stress out more and more.
as if m taking SPM. loll..
honestly,the stress im having now is so so so so much more than i was sitting for my PMR last year..
i can take this no more.and and,,yea..
today form 4sc1 and 2 disect frog.
erin is so so famous of having the biggest frog today.
abit bit scary..but i laugh throughout disecting..
AND YEAA..i disect TWO frogs today.
tercut the rectum and shits flow out.DAMN SMELLY WEHHH
T_____T
all the best ~
Labels: Siew Leng
no one can help me this lazybum,
im mang,
im angry and scared,
dont know why lazyness always occur in my life.
im LOST,
i need my friends,
but where r they?
im lonely
&
feel like dying
save me from this.
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Exam is just around the corner and yet,
im LAZY to study.
SOMEONE PLEASE SCOLD ME FOR BEING A LAZYBUM !
SCOLD ME TO STUDY ! please!
seriously,
i wants to study and i have to!
i want to achieve my aim ---- kemajuan terbaik awards
dreaming huhh?
suddenly i feel time passes SOOOOO DAMN FAST!
time ar time..
turn slowly can ARR??
im stress out.
our final exam is link together with PMR.
means i will not be able to make foods for my dear huixin and amanda.
i have to break my promise again..
IM SORRY .
siewleng also wants to prepare foods for both of you garr..
after exam okay?
P.S : i wants to play play and PLAY!! WAHAHAHA!!!
dreaming AGAIN.( *slap slap)
=(
Labels: Siew Leng
Today is tuesday,
as usual ----> GYM class
I failed to do handspring for the first three times.
damn dissapointed with myself.
BUt at the 4th time,finally,
i deserve a "GOOD" from the coach
FINALLY i got back the feel to do..
but still not pro.
HAHAHAHAHA!
pheww ~ ~
I WANT TO IMPROVE IMPROVE AND IMPROVE!!
# 2
i have got my new mp4 which have a 2.0 megapixel camera as well.
can hear without using earphones tim..
damn HIGH weiii ~ ~
can
you
feel
my
high-NESS?
by the way,
i will not online that often already since our final exams and PMR is just around the corner.
maybe once or twice a week GUA.
so,those who miss me SOOO muchhh..
continue missing me until my exam finish wo!!
EHEHEHEH!
wish us and all the PMR candidates all the best baa~ ~
*miss all of yOu*
currently,im stress out AGAIN.
study study and STUDY.
haihhhh ='(
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concentrating.
amanda and I ^^
joo yee with chicken wings and my short hands!
chicken wing Queen.
BBQ-ing
Bowie, hotdogs , chicken wing and I
*happy happy happy
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#1
i
wish to have a new handphone which have camera!coz i likes to take pics.no matter what kind of pictures..
but most of the time also is my own self shoot LO.
kakakakaka~!!
#2
my hair is getting
OUT OF CONTROL nowadays..
here wavy there wavy until i also became wavy edi..
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
why so fast long?bangang betul.
cannot grow slower mer?
damn frustruated.
#3
i admire ah Bee so muchiieeeeEee!
she is VERY pretty..
she is a freelancer , part time model , roadshow girl and etc.
recently,
she even have her own MV for a new song entitle
jane by serene cheang.
damn pretty weiii!
i wish i could be like her.BUT BUT BUT aihhhh..
(*slap slap!) dreaming again.
#4
finally i've got my
4th mp4 earphone.
damn heng..
DONT BUY ANY EARPHONE OR ANYTHING with the brand T.C STAR!both my previous earphone of that brand spoilted.
veryyyyyyyy fragile loo!
low quality betul..
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i feel . .
its safer for me to save EVERYTHING for myself.
keep in the heart,
if possible..burst it out.
say it out will only became a trouble for others,
make others worried about me.
im growing bigger and bigger
im going to be 16 soon
i know i can manage all the stuffs by myself
i need to learn to be more independent
i cant always demand on you.
sorry..give me some time.
will ti liang ti liang..^^
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finally,
i get to online with the colours on my screen.
this is the first time i saw my blog with the real colours..
no jokking.
i used to blogging and chat with the whole green screen.
and i main hentam with all the colours.
so,if my fonts colour is abit cacated,u know what is happening.
=)
KAWAn,
thanks for accompany me just now.
although i think im losing some of them,but u r still with me always..
i want time to turn back.
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