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Sunday, May 8, 2011 - 2:58 PM

From the bottom of my heart ♥

I'm finally back to blogging again because I'm finally done with my Year 1 and here come my 5 months holiday! :D

Year 1 wasn't easy for me because I had hard times brainstorming ideas for my own projects and I had nervous breakdown most of the time. I cried a lot until My Baby Boy don't know what to do besides than lending me his shoulder.. Hehehe!

Thank goodness that everything is finally over now and I think I did my best for Year 1!

Hopefully it's good enough for me to get an overall grade of B for my Year 1 :)

Besides than project, there are lots of thing happened in this few weeks/months which saddens my heart especially, my face.

I have been suffering from eczema since I entered Year 1. My face was flawless and I rarely have pimples on my face... But now, I'm suffering from eczema almost twice a month! :(

I cried whenever eczema attacked me. It feels like, I will never have the chance to get back my flawless skin again.

I'm now suffering for eczema again.

The patches are so much bigger and reddish that the one I had previously. The worse part is, it hurts. It feels as if a bee stung me whenever I apply moisturizer on my face..

I had nervous breakdown again yesterday because everyone asked me about my face. I was so shy and I don't know what I should do. Hence, I had mood swing for the whole day.

I cried in B's room yesterday after I saw my face got worst and I said something hurtful to my boy. I literally feel like giving up because I think I'm seriously ugly and I don't want him to see me with my face like that..

baby boy got upset and he cried a little because of my unthoughful words. I'm sorry B.

I will not say such thing again.

I promise you that, No matter what happens, I will be with you.

Love ya as always ♥

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