I used to have faith and trust in whatever we're doing because I strongly believes that if we don't give up easily, there is still possibility even if the chances is lowwwwwwwwwwwww...I changed my mind. It's not as easy as I thought..People do change and difficulties occurs...I was such a fool in comforting and giving myself hope that it will be alright by the end of the day and I was even fool-er in telling them that "don't give up, there is still chance and time..." ...They actually tried to hint to me that they might not be going but I don't know why am I so silly giving myself hope and telling them that, "keep on trying and ..."..,Guess I was too into the word "together" and the fun time we had during planning..
.I learnt from my mistake. I found out that,.the more I hope, the harder I fall. ..I was trying my best to comfort and release her stress even when I myself is having nervous breakdown. I was darn dissappointed..For real, I'm really dissapointed and lost my faith in certain things. Sorry if I hurt you because I'm having the same feeling too. .....Anyway, Happy Holiday.
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I'm done with my Year 1 and I'm officially on my semester break for 5 Months now! :)
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My final outcome is based on the theme of fun and playful which is inspired by Indoor Playland. The main purpose of my gallery is to enable people to experience different atmosphere and mood. Hehehe :)
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Here are some pictures of my model with and without lighting!
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That's all for now.
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Have a nice day people, Toodles! :)
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.In an hour's time, Baby boy and I are in relationship for four months!
Yeayy! ♥
Four months may not be long and may be short but to us,
as long as we spend time together,
it's always happy moment for us =)
..It's always awesome spending time with him no matter what we're doing.
To me, I rather stay in student house with him watching movies in pps than going out for a date at times because we can always play and fight in the room!
Gehehe. . =P
.Baby boy is studying for his final examination now and I'd hope he can do well in his examination tomorrow!
.....I love you, b♥ .
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I'm finally back to blogging again because I'm finally done with my Year 1 and here come my 5 months holiday! :D.
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Year 1 wasn't easy for me because I had hard times brainstorming ideas for my own projects and I had nervous breakdown most of the time. I cried a lot until My Baby Boy don't know what to do besides than lending me his shoulder.. Hehehe!
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Thank goodness that everything is finally over now and I think I did my best for Year 1!
Hopefully it's good enough for me to get an overall grade of B for my Year 1 :)
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Besides than project, there are lots of thing happened in this few weeks/months which saddens my heart especially, my face.
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I have been suffering from eczema since I entered Year 1. My face was flawless and I rarely have pimples on my face... But now, I'm suffering from eczema almost twice a month! :(
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I cried whenever eczema attacked me. It feels like, I will never have the chance to get back my flawless skin again.
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I'm now suffering for eczema again.
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The patches are so much bigger and reddish that the one I had previously. The worse part is, it hurts. It feels as if a bee stung me whenever I apply moisturizer on my face..
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I had nervous breakdown again yesterday because everyone asked me about my face. I was so shy and I don't know what I should do. Hence, I had mood swing for the whole day.
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I cried in B's room yesterday after I saw my face got worst and I said something hurtful to my boy. I literally feel like giving up because I think I'm seriously ugly and I don't want him to see me with my face like that..
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baby boy got upset and he cried a little because of my unthoughful words. I'm sorry B.
I will not say such thing again.
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I promise you that, No matter what happens, I will be with you.
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Love ya as always ♥
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